Mack Daddy.
Mack Daddy you do not do.
Hootie hoo.
Every woman adores a playa’.
The crow casts his judgmental shadow
over my bootielisciousness
but you confess no less than this,
ghastly ghetto goo goo God.
I shall hit them with the hee,
by which I mean the inevitable decline
over time of my reflection in your chrome low rider,
hitting the cider like a rotting oak,
but not enough to cloak your disdain for me,
Mack Daddy,
Ach. Ach. Du.
Du hast mich.
In this picture I have of you,
the gold chains weigh you down
more than your confessions of contempt.
Come, tempt me with your fistfuls of dolla bills;
I have already swallowed the pills of your neglect,
and they taste like forty ounces of freedom
in the well of regret.
Dying is an art,
like everything else,
I do it, yeah do it,
do it until you can’t take it no more.
Sometimes I like to shake my moneymaker,
sometimes I don’t.
Sometimes I prefer to be all up in your stuff,
sometimes I don’t.
Sometimes I like to cradle a razor blade like a
forgotten daughter,
sometimes I’d rather not.
I’m off the hook
because I’ve hung myself with the distance
between our voices.
Ash, ash…you talkin’ trash?
Don’t make me represent
what a vengeful God has sent
to accuse me of existence.
My penance is your weak-ass game.
You shall never tame me, Mack Daddy;
the calligraphy of scars across my heart
is fashioned from the grooves
I spin on the ones and the twos.
The pain in my soul, I bought it.
The burden in my womb, I bought it.
So throw your hands up at me,
and I will trace the lineage of your sins
spread across your palms like new veins,
diggity dig my grave with your breakfast spoon.
You know why I am Supa dupa fly, too,
but Mack Daddy you will not do, you will not
ever come close to gettin all my lovin’,
Mack Daddy, if you can’t stand the heat …
then get yo’ head out of the oven.